It's hard to put into words. it is a feeling that goes with a background of sandy shores, of low hills covered of sea grass battered by the wind. blue-grey waves are rushing lazily. it is rather cold, and the wind is blowing from the ocean on my right cheek. somewhere nearby, it is raining, and i can feel a few drops on my face. it is a feeling tha

If i told you where i've been would you still call me baby? and if i told you everything would you call me crazy? i don't know when i stopped writing. when i stopped feeling the need to put words on feelings. i don't know why either. i've been reading this blog back and damn, did i write some beautiful things in the past. now i overthink it, i suff

Just when you though there wouldn’t be more, right? i find it hard to believe i haven’t written on this blog in nearly eight months. where did all this time go? how did i not feel the need to write? i’ve been down a few times since january. i’ve been hit by new experiences, challenges, disappointments, doubts. i’ve stumbled and wondered.

I stand, looking up at the blearing speakers, feeling your music in my pulse. i know each reason behind a song, every hope you put in the next tune. i know how much the moment you hit play matters and how the second of stand by makes your heart sink before the party agrees with your choice and picks up the words. i know how you lead the crowd at th